..... .... ... .. . mimi

do u remember?

1st question..??
is it a mistake going back together?
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a definite NO!
so wat abt you?

sometimes i wished u were just NORMAL..what i meant was in the right state of mind, not confused and finkled.

sometimes i wished u were like...

before i met u..
u wanted to talk to me coz i was sick, u wanted to listen to my "ROCK" voice. i was in-camp that time.it was the first time we talked. i remember that.. do u still do?

remember, i went to kent ridge with my bro and cuzzies, around early last year, we just started contacting each other. u're cuz was at ur hs, playing game o the computer, then u acted that u had a twin sister who was msging me. haha. i smiled everytime i remembered that.. do u still do?

the 1st time we met..
u were so quiet. i was so nervous. that the reason i smoked so much. u were short small and cute. we watched BEAN, went to PS to eat macdonalds,they ran out of fries so we had hashbrowns, that day i had stomach aches, aft that we went on to walk all the way to Memo,we walked all the way!!! i talked so much wen we reach there, u was so quiet, we watched my ns videos which u laughed all the way and i still smile thinking of it, i still can remember it soo well...do u still do?

the 1st time we met wen we were together...
went to the starbucks at merlion,and sat at merlion... it was so akward that day... and from that day, i didnt realize that u could make me luv u soo much...

east coast,sentosa,zoo...
we wanted to go bangkok but there was bombing everywhere. so we went to east coast,sentosa,and zoo.i spent my 3 days off with u,u were on holiday i still can remember..do u still do?

our 1st aniversary...
we went MOS with naz,acitboy,tini and lin. naz and tini had a fight, and i still remeber that day...wen aft that we went to a bulding across to mos,coz i wanted to wish happy anniversary and happy birthday to u...a few days later u went to KL with ur family. wah i still remember u cut ur hair and reborn it,the auntie cut ur fringe,but u were still adorable...i remember more..do u still do?

a few days later...
u went to IKEA and u caught me reading a newspaper wen i was at work. u suprised me that day. u were with hana. u neva told me that u were coming. i hugged u before u left coz the next day u were going to KL...i remembered that.. do u still do?

along the way...
u hugged me wen u missed me...i luved that
u called me bucuk i dont noe why...i luved that
u make me change,so many ways...i luved that

if i could,everytime i wen to fetch u from work, i would buy u a drink and some chocolates,coz i noe u luved chocolates,do u remember that?

wen u left me...
my mind keep repeating all that...remembering everything we did...keeps me awake every nite...

wen i saw u again aft 2 months...
i was over the moon! was so damn happy. we talked and wen out. i luved every minute of it...
u wanted a hug...
we we did,i neva wanted to let go...
i tried not to cry,coz i missed u too much...
i was shocked, u kissed me...

what really make u change? i tot u were happy most of the time wen we were together? i tot we talked things out... u were laughing and smiling we we last met... whats the real reason? are u confused? did others say make u change ur mind? i cant believe u did this to me again... i didnt believe that u could change in a blink of an eye...

wen u ask for that hug...
and wen we hugged...
i could feel it...
that deep down in ur heart...
u still love me

i told u before. i dont want anybody else. so im still here. watching u from afar. and IF anything happens to u and wen u are alone, i will always be by ur side. no matter wat u say to me, no matter wat u do to me, no matter wat happens..

i will always love u..

wen i saw u yesterday, i wasnt sober, but my heart was beating really fast,my hands started to shake,my eyes wanted to cry,i couldn't think..

so for nw,i just wait for u my princess...
and hope u realize it,
one day

Sunday, March 23, 2008 // 8:04 PM